Friday, July 4, 2008

Happy 4th of July

Wow, it has been far too long since I updated this! Let me wish everyone a Happy Independance Day as there are many countries that celebrate their independance during the month of July.



For those of you into scrapbooking, I have a Patriotic scrapbook kit for free at my website. Just go to http://www.magicmoondesigns.com/whats_new.htm to download it.



I'm going to try and get back into posting a new picture every day. The bad news is that my digital camera uses a rechargeable battery that seems to be dying and not holding a charge at all. Unfortunately I can neither find a replacement nor can I afford to get another camera. The good news is that my video camera also does stills although they are smaller images. Plus I think I can upload video to the blog, so maybe I'll just upload some video clips later.



Bye for now, and for my fellow Northern Californians here's to hoping that the smoke clears out and the fires don't spread!

Saturday, August 18, 2007

Sunday, August 12, 2007

Leftie is home


Goodness, I forgot to post here the good news -- my cat, Leftie, is back home safe and sound! Seems he did manage to slip out the door and was living in the tool shed. Usually he's such a wuss that when he does slip out he's at the front door in a matter of hours, wanting to come inside where he's safe and has his food and water, but I guess he's become quite the adventurer and was brave enough to spend a few days and nights outside.

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

I lost my cat

Just when I thought things couldn't get worse, my cat has disappeared, and I am completely heartbroken. I've had him for over seven years, since he was just a wee kitten, and I swear he disappeared into thin air.

The county is doing aerial pesticide spraying for the mosquitos, so I went out before 7PM and carried the lazy fat cat into the house. I heard the first plane fly over around 8PM and went out into the front yard since I was expecting my mother. Before I went out the door I saw that Leftie was there in the entry hall, just laying there.

That's the last I've seen of him. The other cats are acting like everything is perfectly normal while I'm crying and calling for him and searching everywhere. I've all but torn the carpet up in the house and he's just not in here. I've searched the front yard and the back yard, and I can't find him. He's too fat to have gone under the fence or over it, and my front yard and back yard are fenced in. Unfortunately today was garbage pick-up day so if the garbage truck scared him, he may have run out when the driver opened the gate to get the cans.

LEFTIE, WHERE ARE YOU? PLEASE COME HOME, I MISS YOU!

Monday, July 30, 2007

Why must I feel like this?

I wish I could get inside my own head sometimes to figure out what's going on in there. I don't know why I get so depressed for no apparent reason. The doctors are useless, they think that drugs are the cure to everything.

Well I don't need anymore damn drugs, thank you very much!

I want everyone to stay away, and then I feel more hurt when they do. And to top it all off, tomorrow's my birthday and I just know that my well-meaning friends are going to be hurt if I don't put on a big smile and act like I'm thrilled to death with the decorations and the confetti and everything else.

Happy *&%#ing birthday to me.

Thursday, July 19, 2007

The Raft of God

Sorry, but I just have to blog this one...it's too funny not to share.

I was over at Topix minding my own business, reading some posts, and I came across one having to do with Christians vs. non-Christians. I love reading through those because I swear the most ignorant people are the ones that post the most to those threads. Then they get mad because other people don't agree with them and suddenly you have a trainwreck that you just have to stick around and watch.

Well I'm watching this one thread turn into quite the knockdown-dragout idiocy fest (note that I am referring to BOTH sides of the argument here) and suddenly as I'm scrolling I read the following line:

"the raft of God is coming"

??? Raft of God? Never have I heard about God rafting before. I will admit that it took me a second before the light went off that the poster must have meant "wrath of God", but by then the image had stuck in my brain.

God is sending us a raft. Cool. Just everybody remember to wear your lifejackets, and we'll be fine.

Friday, July 13, 2007

I just don't understand

People that I thought were my friends suddenly don't have the time to talk, to email, to IM...and I have no idea why. I don't know what I've done, or perhaps didn't do, to make them turn on me. I know that they probably don't mean to do it, they're just busy with other things, but when an entire group of people that you thought were your friends start ignoring you, it hurts no matter what the reason.

The emotional part of me is saying, "just walk away, they'll find someone else or just pretend you never existed, if you were of any importance they wouldn't be acting like this" while the logical part of me is saying "don't act like them, continue on just as you have been and see what happens. Just give it time instead of over-reacting".

I've decided to listen to the logical part only because I really don't want to walk away from them, at least not yet, but I don't know how much more I can take of being ignored.