Monday, July 30, 2007

Why must I feel like this?

I wish I could get inside my own head sometimes to figure out what's going on in there. I don't know why I get so depressed for no apparent reason. The doctors are useless, they think that drugs are the cure to everything.

Well I don't need anymore damn drugs, thank you very much!

I want everyone to stay away, and then I feel more hurt when they do. And to top it all off, tomorrow's my birthday and I just know that my well-meaning friends are going to be hurt if I don't put on a big smile and act like I'm thrilled to death with the decorations and the confetti and everything else.

Happy *&%#ing birthday to me.

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